Life’s been like a roller coaster ride with extreme peaks and a fair share of low tides. Lost some, gained some. This is part and parcel of life I suppose, which I do believe that whenever you gain something, God takes away something else so as to balance your life.
Everything that happened has been so surreal, and subconsciously I don’t wanna remember it. Deep down I know all I do is avoiding, with the fresh wound pricking my every soul with every thought of it, masked with pride and indifference.
I know it’s beyond my control, about how people think and judge, all I ask for is for these comments to be kept away from me. For everything in my life - be it my relationship or my friendship, it’s none of anyone’s fucking business. I did my part by not poking my nose into their affairs, so I expected the same back. Yet human nature defies this, and people go on assuming, judging, bitching… And it’s puzzling how guys can be as bitchy as girls now, or even worse.
Then again, since I can’t stop them from doing anything, I guess it depends solely on myself to ignore and not stoop to their level. I lead my life, and I should focus on what I want and what I want to be, and not what others want me to be. On a brighter note, I still have a bunch of friends who are standing right next to me, supporting me in every way they can. That’s definitely something to be grateful for, especially when we have this mutual understanding and trust that nobody is perfect. Moreover, it’s absolutely illogical to judge me as a friend when I’ve failed in my relationships - it’s 2 different things anyway.
It’s time for a change, though I know it that it gets pretty hard for me. I’ve been dwelling on too much unnecessary stuff for way too long, so long that I no longer know what happiness is like.
And I hope I can truly, genuinely feel happiness in every inch of my soul and break free from this routine. I used to be optimistic, and I think it’s time it get it back.
With a constant reminder of The Law of Attraction :)
I’m fighting, constantly am, and all I hope is win this war. Not against anyone or anything, but myself.
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I wonder how many times we forgive just because we don’t want to lose someone. Even if they don’t deserve forgiveness.
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Whoever it is you fall in love with for the first time, not just love but be in love with, is the one who will always make you angry, the one you can’t be logical about.
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Something Borrowed
“Maybe it’s the very nature of a friendship versus an intimate relationship. When you are in a relationship, you are aware that it might end. You might grow apart, find someone else, simply fall out of love. But a friendship isn’t a zero-sum game, and as such, you assume that it will last forever, especially an old friendship. You take its permanence for granted, which might be the very thing so dear about it.”
- Emily Giffin, Something Borrowed
I am extremely thankful for those who understand and tell me, “Happy is the most important thing” or “Steph, your happiness matters most; be it to me or anybody else”. And I admire those who don’t judge, just because they have either been in the same situation before or just simply staying very rational and neutral.
Maybe they were being pretentious, but honestly I don’t really care. Cos I’ve seen so much over the past few months that it scares me way too much.
I’ve never thought you were someone like this but I guess we’ve all evolved and changed too much. You can go on trying to do whatever to hurt me, but one day, one fine day, the world will see your ugliness beneath those masks that you’ve been wearing. I just wanna say that I’ve never given up on you nor judged you in any way - not until I’ve seen your true colours. Everything, has an end. And I was probably too naive to have thought that we, have no end cos we’d be forever.
Part of Me
Days like this I want to drive away
Pack my bags and watch your shadow fade
You chewed me up and spit me out
Like I was poison in your mouth
You took my light, you drained me down
That was then and this is now
Now look at me
This is the part of me that you’re never gonna ever take away from me, no
This is the part of me that you’re never gonna ever take away from me, no
Throw your sticks and stones
Throw your bombs and your blows
But you’re not gonna break my soul
This is the part of me that you’re never gonna ever take away from me, no
I just wanna throw my phone away
Find out who is really there for me
‘Cause you ripped me off, your love was cheap
Was always tearing at the seams
I fell deep and you let me drown
But that was then and this is now
Now look at me
Now look at me, I’m sparkling
A firework, a dancing flame
You won’t ever put me out again
I’m glowing, oh woah oh
So you can keep the diamond ring
It don’t mean nothing anyway
In fact you can keep everything
Yeah, yeah
Except for me
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There are worse things than being alone but it often takes decades to realize this and most often when you do it’s too late and there’s nothing worse than too late.
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When your bestfriend comes crying to you saying someone broke their heart... →
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When I was a kid, I didn't have a laptop, iPod, Blackberry, PS3, Wifi or ipads. I played outside with friends, bruised my knees, made up stories and played hide and seek...I ate what my mom made...I would think twice before I said "no" to my parents! Life wasn't hard, it was good & I survived. kids… these days are spoiled. Re-post this if you appreciate the way you were raised... I think we were happier kids :) →
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